Weddings and tears

So you may be(more than likely) be hearing from me quite a lot in the next ten days while Lucy "heals"-hopefully.
Today is Schuyler's wedding and I couldn't help but think what Lindsey might be doing right now and if I did some of those same things. About this time almost five years ago I was getting dressed for my ceremony with about a 100 other brides. Now I'm sure that Lindsey isn't getting ready the way I was-they aren't getting marrried in the temple-but I'm sure she and I were/are feeling the same nervousness and excitement. To see Corby across that alter, and even placing the ring on his right finger, not his left will always be memories I will treasure.

So over the last 24 hours I've watched Lucy very closely... and boy is she gettig restless. The doctor told me we couldn't play ball or throw the frisbee and of course she can't go up and down the stairs. I think the sadest thing to see is Lucy trying to get up on the bed, but not being able when she used to be able to make it up there no problem. When we had moose and he wasn't able to get into the car very well I thought we ought to get him some small stairs that he could walk up and down, to get out of the car and onto the bed. I never did though and boy now I wish I had.
I feel horrible about this who knows just how long she was in pain before she started limping and I have to wonder if I'm to blame for this?